I never realized how big Angkor Wat was, sure I have seen it in photos but the enormity of it doesn’t really hit you until you are driving up to it.I climbed out of my Tuktuk and made my way to the entrance and was in disbelief of the size of this temple, it’s truly amazing and breathtaking. And this is just viewing it from the first causeway that you have in front of you. Walking towards Angkor Wat you are surrounded by other tourists, but it doesn’t really phase you because you are truly in awe of what lies ahead of you.
Finally reaching the first temple, I really can’t believe I am finally in Agkor Wat, but it doesn’t hit me until I climb up those stairs and go through the ‘hallway’ of the first temple and see Angkor Wat and all of its glory. I paused for a moment and even though it’s hot as hell there, I get goosebumps. I made it! I finally made it to one of the places I had only dreamed about.
I begin the walk the second causeway and head to the temple that seems to be calling to me. A piece of advice, if you do make it out to the park, bring an umbrella and plenty of water,the sun was brutal and I found that an umbrella really does help.
As I walked up the stairs to Angkor Wat, there is a certain feeling of accomplishment and of power you feel. There is a certain wonder of the temple, it is beautiful and romantic as well as impressive at the same time. It must be seen to be understood. I walked quietly alone through the hallways of the temple, stopping to take it all in, to take photos of something that I may never see again in this lifetime. Amazed by the structure of this temple, I remembered feeling exhilaration and awe the entire time. The architecture and design of the temple is like no other, the details in the carvings and the stories that are depicted in the stones are truly breathtaking. These people were astonishing. It was in a way a spiritual journey, seeing Buddha standing in the temple, decorated with flowers and colorful sashes. Being at peace and enjoying the silence of the moment and being present.It was a surreal moment.
Now that I look back at this experience, I still can not believe I had this great opportunity.Traveling alone allowed me to take my time to take it all in, to appreciate the art and the structure of these great temples. I learned that even though I was alone, I am strong on my own and very much aware of my well being and my safety. I also learned that I truly do enjoy traveling alone. I got to meet some really great people who were willing to help. One of the characteristics which stood out to me was that the Khmer people believed in women’s strength, they worshiped female warriors and some of the kings relied on their wives and concubines for advice and guidance. I felt a certain level of respect for these people and for their way of life. It inspired me to be a better person and to continue experiencing a life of travel whether it’s on my own or with a friend. Angkor Wat will forever be in my heart.
